It's almost like a relief.. Because damn I haven't had a Had a Happy thought in a long ass time..
I miss happy thoughts...
You never want reality to mess up the fucking Fantasy part of thinking of someone..
Some people ruin the Fantasy by telling the other person that they aren't any good.. But the Fact of the Matter is...
We don't give a flying shit what was said.. We could see that a person isn't any good, and still try to play the failure game..
Happy thoughts are crushes..
Damnit.. I haven't had a crush on someone in years.. and I know that a crush isn't the reality of a situation.. It's a mental Cat and mouse game.. once reality sets in the DREAM is DEAD..