What I need to know before dying.

Why I was put here... What is my purpose? I'm a single Mom from D.C. Focusing on reality.. The real..

There is something I'm supposed know, and with that how am I going to find out what that is..

Because I'm constantly searching for answers that cannot be answered by anyone that I know. So I'm feeling out of place.. What am I supposed to be doing? What is my life story going to look like.