When someone becomes your happy thought.

It's almost like a relief.. Because damn I haven't had a Had a Happy thought in a long ass time.. 

I miss happy thoughts... 

You never want reality to mess up the fucking Fantasy part of thinking of someone.. 

Some people ruin the Fantasy by telling the other person that they aren't any good.. But the Fact of the Matter is... 

We don't give a flying shit what was said.. We could see that a person isn't any good, and still try to play the failure game.. 

Happy thoughts are crushes.. 

Damnit.. I haven't had a crush on someone in years.. and I know that a crush isn't the reality of a situation.. It's a mental Cat and mouse game.. once reality sets in the DREAM is DEAD.. 

So many of our relationships fail because of the loss of REALITY.

It's unrealistic to force my own beliefs on someone else who has their own.. 

Truth is truth.. 

We all enter relationships with our own expectations of what we want.. 

Our expectations are simply rules, and regulations that anyone can live by.. 

Honesty, understanding and to be open minded that someone has an opinion of their own.. 

If you make a mistake, own up to it.. otherwise you're just wasting valuable time fighting for a right that simply isn't. 

Wake up.

Nobody's perfect, with that in mind don't expect perfection out of anyone.. 

It's our flaws that make us who we are in life.. 

So if you act as if you know it all.. having failed relationships in the past.. 

The past is experience, experience is your knowledge.. 

If you haven't accepted yourself as part of the mistake then you have to go back and check yourself.. 

Meditate on it..  
Because if you never took the time to look at yourself, then you will never have the understanding of what you need to work on.